Midnight File Pounding

Ok, I've decided I'm tired of being the cog in someone else's machine. Now the hard part comes, how do I  let go of  my false security? Base pay, salary, Mama always said “stick to a regular paycheck, know what's coming to you, that's security honey.” If that's true why are all the salesman driving 50k cars working 40 hour weeks and I'm still in my Fordrarri with 30 hours of overtime in the past two weeks? I know I'm just as equipped mentally as the top 10 percent of the Account Exec.'s at my sweatshop. I suppose I just need to take a long hard look at whether my heart can take the cut throat sales technique it takes to succeed in the big pond. I'll tell you this my mind sure is having a hissy fit about the whole morality BS the heart is giving. No more minnow lunches. Shark? Swordfish? Lay it on… this insane overtime for mere flake food is not cutting it. Am I suppose to just act like it's not all happening around me or do I walk in the “Talking Heads” office and tell him “this horse is tired of your fucking dangling carrot?